Victorian weenie au

[cagedinflesh]

 Melodica playing in the distance

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[gehennawind]

Would Edward apologize to her? "Harry ..."

There's a world of relief in that call. Oh. Oh, oh, she's done him an awful wrong in encouraging this disaster. He was only ever human. Paloma's throat closes and her vision blurs. Her cheeks are wet; tears leave muddy tracks through the streaks of her own blood.

"Sorry. I am sorry, I am sorry, please, I am sorry, so sorry, sorry." Does she dare try and hold him as she shifts to sit upright? Yes, and carefully as though he's a porcelain set. Real porcelain is scattered across the room, of course.

[cagedinflesh]

Hyde, with all his adrenaline, just doesn't feel pain in the same way, it seems. It makes sense, with all the organised fighting he gets into in the East End, even. Another reason to be tempted to allow him in. But he isn't as concerned with his own wounds, after collecting himself for a moment, he looks up, to study her face. "No - no, I am the one to be sorry. I cannot apologise enough - wil, will you be alright?"

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By way of answer, the flesh pushes out foreign glass and shards of pottery before his eyes. While skin knits itself together -- doing nothing for the bloody smears -- she attempts to smile even as she blubbers with violence.

"I survive always." God. The doctor should see a doctor. Paloma could share vitae with him, but the risk of enthrallment ... no, never, not ever. "You fought with that man?"

[cagedinflesh]

No the doctor will absolutely not see a doctor, he doesn't need to explain this to anyone, he can patch himself up. But he watches Paloma's body heal itself, and wonders if science could find a way to allow humans to do the same.

maybe he'll just have to become a corrupted heroic spirit haha

"Yes, I suppose I must have managed to fight and win. I wouldn't know how to describe the experience, there is not full awareness of my own self, perhaps it's what some would call an out of body experience. Regardless, 'I fought with him' is a close enough description." His arms slip from her grip, to wrap around her neck, with a hand placed in her hair. "Please forgive me, I knew it was happening, and yet I said nothing."

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The revulsion of her choices and actions swirls to make room for a chilling suspicion, an idea she does not want to entertain. Paloma's tears slow to a meandering crawl.

"You ... knew he would take your body? Or only his struggle?" Afraid of the former and what that means, still her fingers curl over the center of his back. "Please say it is the second."

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Jekyll tenses when he hears how much he's fucked up. "...The former, more so. I thought I might fight it." Excuses, excuses. He knew, he just chose to think it was just a struggle. And then there was the unfortunate desire to allow it simply because he would like it. Because he does want her, but can't allow himself.

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Lucky he can't see the hurt in her face, or how it twists.

She hangs limply. He'd known the takeover was imminent, that he would lose the fight? He must know the mouth of a man like Mr. Hyde won't be controlled by anyone, that he might say those disgusting things to her. He must have. "If you wanted to kiss me, o-or have me, you did not need to do this."

[cagedinflesh]

"No, no! I mean that, it entered my mind, I wished at least to kiss you - as I...always do - only I had no intention of acting on such obscene thoughts!" Oh no, he's digging himself into a hole, isn't he. "It was far from intentional!"

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Paloma picks at his wreck of a collar, unsure of what if anything to think. It would please her at any other time to hear him be forthright with his desire, but it is not any other time.

What is it? Not anger. Dull horror, but not the flare of ugliness she's come to dread from herself. She remembers what she'd sobbed and begged Carlos to understand after that tragedy: I did not mean to, I did not mean to hurt them. And this confuses more of her feelings until none of them can be made sense of.

"I would have kissed you, if you let me to."

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"No, you mustn't do that!" He tries to watch her expression still, but he can't quite tell what she's thinking. That's all the more frightening.

"I am not worthy of that and I must not harm you in turn." To tell her the reason would be truly horrible. No doubt she would never wish to see him again. At least she would likely keep his secret.

[gehennawind]

The Hell he's not telling her!!

Taken aback by his outburst, Paloma draws away enough to give him a puzzled, frazzled stare. This confounding man. Is it the streak of blood over a tit? Or the destroyed bookcase? "What!? Harry, why?" One of Hyde's malicious remarks on the nature of evil echoes, to be discarded for irrelevance. "My blood is spilled because I let him. Why can we not ...?"

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Oh, oh no, that's right, Hyde was kissing her. A hand jolts to cover his mouth. "Oh no- I am so, incredibly sorry." He bites down on his lip. Can he tell her though? It's horrible, worse than anything she's seen yet. "I- I can't. It is better that you don't know, it would be worse if you did."

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Her head shakes emphatically from side to side. "No! I meant, I allowed my blood to spill." But, uh, also true that Hyde decided it was a good opportunity for making out. Paloma is about to bite her lips when she recalls the prominence of her fangs in the nick of time.

She'd like to touch him, to hold on, but contents herself with hugging her waist. "Please. Do not be unkind and keep me in darkness."

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"...I am worse than you think." He presses his lips together. "You saw an extent of it, that night in the tavern. ...Such lust is disturbing enough. A-and at the time I had not! Not...not yet. The desire has existed a very long time, yet I had always been certain to keep it well buried!"

More excuses, incessant blabbering to avoid the subject. "...I have-- I have been, with men." He can't look her in the eyes. "It is sin enough on its own, but worse still to inflict it on another. No woman deserves to be touched by such a man."

He's awfully dramatic.

[gehennawind]

The crimes she feared he'd be guilty of dissipate. Compared to the mass poisoning of a brothel or setting an orphanage on fire, fucking another man seems the least of all possible woes.

Not that she cannot understand his guilt. Paloma exhales and shivers, remembering in detail the thrill of Samantha's hand on her knee, and also the denouncements of her Catholic upbringing.

"This is not for me or you to judge. That is for God, and He has already judged me. Heaven is not for my kind, Harry."

[cagedinflesh]

"No, it is not for man to judge, however the Bible, it speaks for Him, and denounces such acts. But I do not speak of your soul in the eyes of Heaven being tainted by me, that is mine alone. To society, you would be nearly as bad as I." She seems to take it well, though. That's surprising, but good, he thinks. At the same time, part of him wants to be berated, despite the other wanting validation and acceptance.

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Paloma touches his shoulder, so gently.

"Society. Do you see how naked I am?"

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...Oh, that's right. He flushes, sitting upright bit averting his eyes from her bare breasts. "That is largely my own fault as well! I shall find you something to wear immediately!"

He jumps to his feet, which might be a mistake with how much he aches.

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"No, it was my wish to beat him with my dress, do not blame ...!"

Ah, no!! Quick as a wink she shoots upright to catch him, so carefully. Practically a babe in arms. Their faces inch closer together not for lascivious purposes but to study his condition. "I gave him what he wanted by becoming so base, I am sorry. Where can I take you?"

[cagedinflesh]

"It's alright, no need to worry, a little rest will do the trick." Well, he should probably bandage himself in a few places too, but he doesn't want her to worry. He's a doctor, he can take care of it. Please don't call any of his other doctor friends.

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She responds by lifting and cradling him, bridal style. Despite being filthier and more desperately in need of a good cleaning than Jekyll, caring for him seems to be no strain whatsoever. Paloma braves a smile. Shaky, but there.

"To your lab ...? I would stay, as long as you have me."

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"Ah-!" This is...strange. He blushes deeply - shouldn't this be the other way around? On the other hand, he let himself get fucked like a woman, maybe it's only appropriate, he hardly counts as a man anymooooreeee!!! "Really, it's quite alright!"

He wants her to stay. But maybe she wouldn't want to stay if she saw his lab at the moment.

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But she insists and therefore gets exposed to the rude shock of his lab's state.

Higgledypiggledy corpses in various states of undress, blood high and low. Destruction of expensive lab equipment and chipped tables. When Paloma can move again, glass crunches up and into the soles of her feet. Her lips purse at the distant pain. "Ah. Ah ... you must need to hide these?"

[cagedinflesh]

He doesn't know what to do when she starts going to the lab anyway. She knows, but he still doesn't want her to see something so shameful. He might not be able to pretend, even to himself, that he's a good man if someone actually sees it. He's supposed to help people. When they step inside, he keeps his eyes low, staring at her shoulder rather than look at these things he's done.

"Yes, something needs to be done about it..."

[gehennawind]

Paloma clings tighter, like he's a teddy bear and not a grown adult who should be getting medical attention. Was it an orgy gone wrong? She won't ask yet.

"My first bodies were not very long ago." Oh, that's her voice all casual and conversational. Is she speaking? Must be. "In America. There was a night event, a festival open to everyone that likes a dance."

Nothing else follows for an awkward while, and then: "Where do I sit you?"