The allegations of murder against her husband must be true, they whisper, else why run off? Abandoning his wife alone to the dogs of London. It's only her and the maid in that house. How frightfully cruel.
Paloma enjoyed the ability to make sure nobody doubted her innocence (the policemen who knocked most of all) but nothing was to stop tongues from wagging. Officially she had initiated the proceedings of a divorce, virtually disowning any relationship with Carlos for his crime. That divorce would take a little time. Unofficially, as they'd never legally wed, she rejoiced in quiet triumph within the privacy of her home.
Hers. All, all hers.
Somehow in the middle of anticipating Carlos' displeasure and navigating around it, she'd made at least one friend in the city. Samantha. A girl who called on her shortly after murder made the papers, who raged on Paloma's behalf and embraced her. Invites her to leave home and attend her birthday party at a sprawling estate.
She comes in a white, cheerful, flowery dress as if to defy the notion of mourning a wanted murderer. But after Paloma exits the cab, she gets stuck at the gates. Nerves battling. She wants to see other people; she wants to look at the ground.
Henry Jekyll, meanwhile, arrives just behind her, and so of course he would call out to her as he steps down. It's only the polite thing to do!
"Mrs. Vasquez, how good to see you!" He smiles, removing his hat as he bows to her, and sweeps it back atop his head as he rises. "May I escort you inside?" It's also only the right thing to do! That's all!
Although it is a little sheepishly that he offers up his arm.
She absolutely could not make her excuses without ever setting foot in Samantha's party. His smiling face makes the task of rejoining society that much less daunting, horrible. Paloma half-covers her mouth in a sad attempt at hiding a glowing smile in return.
"Harry!" Doesn't he make a handsome picture? Has anyone painted his portrait before? Maybe the absence of contact between them since the night she bled him has made him stand out against the foggy night. "You would do this for me?"
Or maybe she desperately does not want to seem as alone as she's felt.
"Of course. It wouldn't do to leave you outside, staring at the doors, now would it?" Although the memory of their last encounter does a good deal to embarrass him. It's difficult to speak with her without remembering the things he did. But still he doesn't wish to avoid her.
"Besides which, what man in his right mind would not wish to make his entrance with such a lovely companion on his arm?"
Paloma's eyes flicker. Her hand flies to the leaves on her chest, fiddling with them to recenter all thoughts on the here and now. Do not think of his mouth, or bed, or blood. It is the least possible opportune time to be wanton over the companionship that's been in short supply.
"Surely they would all understand we did not arrive together. There is nothing untoward about it." Sure there isn't. He certainly isn't thinking of much the same thing.
"Well, no matter what they say, I should think a dance would be the least I can offer to you." He blushes, quickly adding, "If I may! After all, we both would be without a partner, it is only natural then!"
Between forefinger and thumb she rolls the small, hard wax fruit her maid said was modeled after mistletoe. In truth, the hesitation is for the embarrassment of wanting to see and be seen with him in public. Given the shame of her recent circumstances, wanting something so very small so very badly ...
Well, other things should be on her mind. This is a new life after Carlos to learn about. He can't arrange for the necessities anymore.
Paloma shifts, and attempts valiantly to seem nonchalant. She fails. The curling grin can't be suppressed. "You may, and always," she says softly, and slides next to him, linking arms. On impulse: "And ... soon I will be Miss Vasquez."
Jekyll is glad for the cool night air, as his cheeks flush all the more for her comment. It can be passed off for nothing but a cause entirely of that air. Certainly not for speaking of scandalous things!
Rather than say anything that might cause further embarrassment, he leads her into the house, laying a hand over top of hers. "I might make your introductions to anyone you would like."
Paloma feels the warmth of Samantha's home against her face, heard its steady noise. With that, with the hand gentle over her own, she's braver.
Her smile up to him is intensely grateful. They haven't yet been announced to the room filled with guests who've likely read the papers of late. "You will be the good doctor giving charity to a wretch."
Now. When nobody can see them at the door, which will be only another second or two ... no. Nope. "I mean that is what they will see only!"
"I would hardly call you a wretch." He would offer her forward to be introduced first, but that might put her on the spot. So instead he takes her hand to remain with her, only a step behind as they are announced one by one - although the 'and' linking their names certainly must cause a stir by the implications of it. Not at all what Jekyll had intended to come about.
As they make their way into the crowd, he whispers to her. "I must apologise, I hadn't anticipated... I shall be sure to clear you of any suspicions."
The gasps are perhaps sharper in Paloma's ears, but underneath the instinct to cringe flares a mad defiance. They cannot say or do worse than her runaway sire. She holds eye contact with more than a couple lookieloos before Jekyll's whisper reaches her.
Her cheek turns from the furtive interest of strangers to the man who's no white knight but gallant, in his way. And observant. He may see a little madness in her large eyes. "Sure to clear me? Very well, but what do you -- protest?"
"Why, that there is anything untoward or improper going on, of course." Although of course he knows there has been. They've covered up a murder and slept together, it doesn't get very much more improper than that. But no one else can know that.
"It would do you a great harm in your already fragile state if our peers were to think we have had some affair." What he doesn't say is how bad it would be for himself as well, which is at least of equal concern.
Truthfully he would like to slip off to some secluded room or hall to repeat that kiss. But he continues to play the proper gentleman. "That certainly sounds reasonable." And it isn't entirely false, really...
But he does wish to act like a knight would. Even if he's far removed from one. Looking about as a tune comes to its end, he offers his hand. "Would you be my partner, Paloma?"
His question isn't loud. But with the music quieting, Paloma again hears a ripple of affront with a dismayed edge to it all. Not for her sake, she thinks.
"Harry!" she begins in the lowest tone to be mustered, and knows her mistake the instant her familiarity is marked by a woman nearby. Fans flutter. Men rumble. It's very dramatic. She can do nothing but take his hand. "Dr. Jekyll, it is my believing I like your offer more than they like it."
It feels as if his throat drops into his stomach with those murmurs, and Jekyll knows he's made a mistake. Crossed a line. But it is too late to take it back, and anyway he doesn't really want to.
Maybe he can ease both their fears as he leads her toward the other dancers. "I shall ask another lady shortly, perhaps a widow, and the whole thing will be dismissed."
This moment is pulled straight from private dreams, ones from before Mr. Vasquez departed from London society with police dogging his ankles. They come back to her now and she falters from something less than fear and more than excitement.
But he won't have a stumbling partner. Paloma recollects herself, biting her lower lip in that bad habit of hers.
"I trust in your lead." A quivering smile forms. "If you step on my foot, you cannot hurt me."
"Do you take me for such a poor dance partner as to trod upon your feet?" He laughs, positioning them properly for the waltz to follow. "I will have you know I am a fine dancer! It is, after all, a matter if precision - not so unlike science."
Luckily she enjoys learning new dances and took a quick shine to the waltz when shown the way.
Only problem is they're not close in height, but by now she's accustomed to craning her neck when he's around. Forgetting that the host who invited her here ought to be greeted before she goes dancing with a known bachelor, she musters up the night's first laugh.
"Your difficulty shall be in the trouble I give you, then!"
A known bachelor, but also known to not be looking to change the fact. With any luck, maybe any spectators will recall that. At least, it is always his hope when in public with a woman in some fashion.
"Not at all, you are always incredibly graceful!" As the music begins, Jekyll gives her a small nod before starting, to lead in. He may not join in on dancing terribly often, but he isn't sloppy by any means. Really he wouldn't even appear to be out of practice. After all, he tries so hard to be the ideal gentleman. That includes being adept at dance.
But for her part, there is only one man ... creature ... with whom she's waltzed, and only once in public. Not long after he let her out of the house. After she had 'recovered' from poor health brought on by traveling to England.
She loves the whisper of her dress and shoes; the look on his face; the space they've been given; the people she doesn't see anymore except as blurs.
"It is lovely to -- let another lead me," Paloma starts, too high up and giddy to nail English phrasing easily, "in this way. You do not have rough hands."
"It would be impossible to dance well in such a tense manner! It requires a gentleness - fluidity." He smiles. "Besides which, you deserve as much grace at any time."
But this was a mistake, looking down at her, held so close to him, he wants so much to kiss her in the middle of the dance. Only there's no way he could, not even afterwards, and he's certain he must be quite red.
Only just arrived and he already wants to run away home, to give all the desires he can't allow himself to Hyde.
To hear she deserves anything so fine as grace and fluidity. It'd be enough to stop her heart.
What's fascinating is the color he turns. Like someone went and slapped him on both cheeks until he was ruddy from it. Or he'd been drinking (she knows it's not so).
Paloma says nothing until the dance brings them closely private enough for her to sneak in a question unheard by passing dancers, "If you must, please, make an excuse." Clearly he's just so embarrassed by this display ........
"No, no certainly not, there's no need at all." But she's so close now, it really was a mistake, the temptation is too great. Caught up in the moment and too overwhelmed by it, the next time they're brought together, he leans down to kiss her.
It's only after that he realises his mistake, in such a public space. "--Ah."
Initially she expects he's leaning in to be secretive, that he's got something to share unintended for the perked ears around them. As he moves, her eyes slide a little to his left and catch Samantha messing around with her turtle brooch, watching them bemusedly.
He catches her unawares and it's enough to scald a wretch immediately to attention. Paloma gives him a warm welcome to the mouth without thinking terribly much about the guests' opinions, or the dancers who don't miss a step.
Ripples of titters overtake various groups of people. She wets her lips instinctively. "Kiss an old widow and she may beat you with her fan."
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The allegations of murder against her husband must be true, they whisper, else why run off? Abandoning his wife alone to the dogs of London. It's only her and the maid in that house. How frightfully cruel.
Paloma enjoyed the ability to make sure nobody doubted her innocence (the policemen who knocked most of all) but nothing was to stop tongues from wagging. Officially she had initiated the proceedings of a divorce, virtually disowning any relationship with Carlos for his crime. That divorce would take a little time. Unofficially, as they'd never legally wed, she rejoiced in quiet triumph within the privacy of her home.
Hers. All, all hers.
Somehow in the middle of anticipating Carlos' displeasure and navigating around it, she'd made at least one friend in the city. Samantha. A girl who called on her shortly after murder made the papers, who raged on Paloma's behalf and embraced her. Invites her to leave home and attend her birthday party at a sprawling estate.
She comes in a white, cheerful, flowery dress as if to defy the notion of mourning a wanted murderer. But after Paloma exits the cab, she gets stuck at the gates. Nerves battling. She wants to see other people; she wants to look at the ground.
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"Mrs. Vasquez, how good to see you!" He smiles, removing his hat as he bows to her, and sweeps it back atop his head as he rises. "May I escort you inside?" It's also only the right thing to do! That's all!
Although it is a little sheepishly that he offers up his arm.
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She absolutely could not make her excuses without ever setting foot in Samantha's party. His smiling face makes the task of rejoining society that much less daunting, horrible. Paloma half-covers her mouth in a sad attempt at hiding a glowing smile in return.
"Harry!" Doesn't he make a handsome picture? Has anyone painted his portrait before? Maybe the absence of contact between them since the night she bled him has made him stand out against the foggy night. "You would do this for me?"
Or maybe she desperately does not want to seem as alone as she's felt.
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"Besides which, what man in his right mind would not wish to make his entrance with such a lovely companion on his arm?"
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"We may-- shock."
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"Well, no matter what they say, I should think a dance would be the least I can offer to you." He blushes, quickly adding, "If I may! After all, we both would be without a partner, it is only natural then!"
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Well, other things should be on her mind. This is a new life after Carlos to learn about. He can't arrange for the necessities anymore.
Paloma shifts, and attempts valiantly to seem nonchalant. She fails. The curling grin can't be suppressed. "You may, and always," she says softly, and slides next to him, linking arms. On impulse: "And ... soon I will be Miss Vasquez."
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Rather than say anything that might cause further embarrassment, he leads her into the house, laying a hand over top of hers. "I might make your introductions to anyone you would like."
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Her smile up to him is intensely grateful. They haven't yet been announced to the room filled with guests who've likely read the papers of late. "You will be the good doctor giving charity to a wretch."
Now. When nobody can see them at the door, which will be only another second or two ... no. Nope. "I mean that is what they will see only!"
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As they make their way into the crowd, he whispers to her. "I must apologise, I hadn't anticipated... I shall be sure to clear you of any suspicions."
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Her cheek turns from the furtive interest of strangers to the man who's no white knight but gallant, in his way. And observant. He may see a little madness in her large eyes. "Sure to clear me? Very well, but what do you -- protest?"
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"It would do you a great harm in your already fragile state if our peers were to think we have had some affair." What he doesn't say is how bad it would be for himself as well, which is at least of equal concern.
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She doesn't sound disbelieving. Not hurt, nor upset. Neither does she sound happy for the service.
But her fingers on his arm are ever gentle. "Carlos told so much of my illness to so many. You could have seen me, if he asked. For examining."
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But he does wish to act like a knight would. Even if he's far removed from one. Looking about as a tune comes to its end, he offers his hand. "Would you be my partner, Paloma?"
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"Harry!" she begins in the lowest tone to be mustered, and knows her mistake the instant her familiarity is marked by a woman nearby. Fans flutter. Men rumble. It's very dramatic. She can do nothing but take his hand. "Dr. Jekyll, it is my believing I like your offer more than they like it."
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Maybe he can ease both their fears as he leads her toward the other dancers. "I shall ask another lady shortly, perhaps a widow, and the whole thing will be dismissed."
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This moment is pulled straight from private dreams, ones from before Mr. Vasquez departed from London society with police dogging his ankles. They come back to her now and she falters from something less than fear and more than excitement.
But he won't have a stumbling partner. Paloma recollects herself, biting her lower lip in that bad habit of hers.
"I trust in your lead." A quivering smile forms. "If you step on my foot, you cannot hurt me."
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Only problem is they're not close in height, but by now she's accustomed to craning her neck when he's around. Forgetting that the host who invited her here ought to be greeted before she goes dancing with a known bachelor, she musters up the night's first laugh.
"Your difficulty shall be in the trouble I give you, then!"
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"Not at all, you are always incredibly graceful!" As the music begins, Jekyll gives her a small nod before starting, to lead in. He may not join in on dancing terribly often, but he isn't sloppy by any means. Really he wouldn't even appear to be out of practice. After all, he tries so hard to be the ideal gentleman. That includes being adept at dance.
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She loves the whisper of her dress and shoes; the look on his face; the space they've been given; the people she doesn't see anymore except as blurs.
"It is lovely to -- let another lead me," Paloma starts, too high up and giddy to nail English phrasing easily, "in this way. You do not have rough hands."
Being as they're gloved, she can't mean texture.
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But this was a mistake, looking down at her, held so close to him, he wants so much to kiss her in the middle of the dance. Only there's no way he could, not even afterwards, and he's certain he must be quite red.
Only just arrived and he already wants to run away home, to give all the desires he can't allow himself to Hyde.
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What's fascinating is the color he turns. Like someone went and slapped him on both cheeks until he was ruddy from it. Or he'd been drinking (she knows it's not so).
Paloma says nothing until the dance brings them closely private enough for her to sneak in a question unheard by passing dancers, "If you must, please, make an excuse." Clearly he's just so embarrassed by this display ........
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It's only after that he realises his mistake, in such a public space. "--Ah."
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He catches her unawares and it's enough to scald a wretch immediately to attention. Paloma gives him a warm welcome to the mouth without thinking terribly much about the guests' opinions, or the dancers who don't miss a step.
Ripples of titters overtake various groups of people. She wets her lips instinctively. "Kiss an old widow and she may beat you with her fan."
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